It’s in the way that I tend to fixate
On falling snow and the people I drive away
Days are short and the nights are forever long
Tapped out, couldn’t even finish a song
A song -

Find myself making excuses everyday
And neglecting my health in every way
I promise I’ll get better when the snows gone
Another promise to myself left undone
Undone -

And oh I know - I know
This sadness will surely go
Blown away with all of the smoke
And oh I hope - I hope
My mood will finally rise
With the AM high tide

Threw everything just to see what sticks
Cuz everything sucks unless you’re already rich
And I’m not looking for a worry free life
I’m just looking for a little respite -
Some respite from this -

Been accused of having a heart of stone
Turns out I was stoned to the bone
Digging daily for some shits to give
While everyone’s making love seem pretty cringe -
Pretty cringe -

And oh I know - I know
I don’t wanna die anymore
I just wanna writhe on the floor
And oh I try - I try
To rearrange my life
To minimize my daily strife

So I went from fighting daily for my life
To purely living out of spite
And you’ll never know what it’s like
On the inside of here
The inside of here

Whoa-Oh-Oh Reefer Sadness